Tuesday, October 31, 2006,3:02 pm
SAD DAY ):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR LAOPO ! =DDfinally the day has come for you (:blink your eyes andd the year is coming to an end .she's one of those who have stuck with me LITERALLY through thick&thin .haas .thanks alot (:a happy morning today . haas .full of GOOD NEWS & BLESSINGS amongst our KUKUPALAS (:shalini came with herr rebonded hair . WEETS ~jiamin cut herr hairr & brought her dream phone ! wooots ~andd i have a new daughterr-in-law ! WAHAHA =DDalso, i believe julia has made the decision for herself (:& its CHERIE XU SHI HUI's BIRTHDAY !YAY ! im very happy forr them . reaally am (:the pages are still turning and a new chapter has began .a strange & unusual feeling overwhelmed me .before recess ?something caused my heart to beat seemingly fast .REAL fast . even if only for that while .but why ? nothing exciting happened .we were then quite HIGH forr awhile .until i kept catching glimpses of something .then .. it was like my whole system went ( ' . ' )i taught of what was said to me yesterday .what kept us going ?it seemed like nothing .it was like i meant nothing to you at all .not even worth a second of your time.i wonder whats on yourr mindd at all.i dont know larhs .sorry guys . forr the sudden mood swing .especially when i should have been celebrating with urr .i tried to control . i reaally tried ):first time i felt so vulnerable and helpless .my usual inner strength to make myself think positive .suddenly abandoned me .i couldnt find the PAUSE switch .the afternoon was no better .was reaally loooking forward to lunch with them .but sheela suddenly called us to practice .was kinda frustrated actuually .wanted to at least TELL them where we were going .but then .. the same thing repeat lorhs .then we went with herr .sorry afiqah ):sorry jiamin ):frustration + upset = BOOM ! haiis . dont want to talk about it le ba .want to put this day behind me .hm .FRMPH ! dont want say about the meeting le .went forr dinner with julia. jiamin and sheela after .then went to julia's house to try andd think of dance steps .haas .very funny . haas .all ourr kuku and crazy dance steps come out .most didnt make sense .mostly futile attempts to roll aroundd the floorr . LOL .thanks for the cheerr up julia (:
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